holymotherfuckingshit

I just dumb­bell curled 32 lbs in each hand. I’ve been able to do 8 and even 9 before, but this time I did 12. My brain explod­ed, and it’s a lit­tle incon­ve­nient try­ing to type with my cere­bel­lum hang­ing from the chandelier.

Maybe I need to lis­ten to Judas Priest more often when I work out.

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    1. Not an easy ques­tion to
      Not an easy ques­tion to answer. First, I think that the dif­fi­cult part of any work­out is the men­tal aspect. It takes some men­tal dis­ci­pline (that I have in only very tiny quan­ti­ties) to push one’s self hard­er than one thinks pos­si­ble, to just kep the com­mands going to the mus­cles even though the mus­cles are scream­ing out, “STOP STOP!” and the nat­ur­al instinct is to put the weights down and rest.

      The loud, dri­ving, aggres­sive, sex­u­al, and vio­lent music pro­vides some kind of adren­a­line push that can be use­ful in get­ting over the top.

      Anoth­er pos­si­ble aspect is as I referred here: self-hatred that dur­ing lift­ing, the dias­tolic blood pres­sure shoots momen­tar­i­ly sky­ward so dra­mat­i­cal­ly that some doc­tors have been wor­ried that weightlifters would suf­fer aneurysms. Appa­rant­ly the restrained breath­ing (expressed as grunt­ing) or held breath helps to equal­ize that pres­sure and the risk is actu­al­ly near­ly nonex­is­tant. In any case, as impor­tant as oxy­gen and blood flow is to men­tal func­tion, it would­n’t sur­prise me if hyper­ox­y­gena­tion and flux­u­a­tions in pres­sure could induce an altered state, even just for a moment.

      I don’t know if it’s pos­si­ble to get the endor­phin high like run­ners do from non-sus­tained exer­cise like lifting.

      From my own actu­al expe­ri­ence, the expe­ri­ence of push­ing myself phys­i­cal­ly hard­er than I thought I could is exhil­i­rat­ing and accom­pa­nied by a state of focus and intense ten­sion. There is a shut­down of the intel­lec­tu­al chat­ter that nor­mal­ly runs through my head as every bit of atten­tion goes to push­ing out that last rep. I won’t say I black out, but I stop being aware of any­thing else oth­er than the scream­ing of the mus­cles and the elec­tric pops and pings that I (prob­a­bly false­ly) asso­ciate with micro-tear­ing of the mus­cle tis­sue. Then I drop the weight and it’s all over, as though I’d been rolling down a rocky moun­tain slope and then tum­bled over a cliff into free-fall.

      Did that help?

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