I Miss the Stars

Tom, a friend I am sad­ly estranged from, has described a deep spir­i­tu­al con­nec­tion to this place. I’ve nev­er been here before, but I’m not sure that I can say I’ve been here now. It’s night­time and Matt is dri­ving. Road trip­ping is great fun, but I can’t say I’ve seen much of the lake or the mountain.

I am astound­ed by the sheer num­ber of stars in the sky. I’m sur­prised at myself for this. I grew up very … Read the rest

On your knees for this proposition

Cal­i­for­nia can be a pret­ty wacky place some­times. It’s a pret­ty heav­i­ly polar­ized state polit­i­cal­ly, gar­ner­ing it a rep­u­ta­tion (depend­ing on who you ask) of extreme con­ser­vatism and of rad­i­cal lib­er­al­ism. It’s part of what makes it inter­est­ing to live here, and excit­ing to be a part of the vot­ing constituency.

I received in the mail today my vot­er pam­phlet. There’s a pri­ma­ry elec­tion com­ing up, and there are over a dozen propo­si­tions for us to vote on. Some of … Read the rest

Coffee, Anyone?

Accord­ing to reports by a mem­ber of the epi­ta­sis-list, the Xan­do cof­fee bar has closed.

Now most of us here on the West Coast prob­a­bly think that the prob­lems of two lit­tle coffedrinkers in this crazy world don’t amount to a hill of beans, but…

Well, It’s a spe­cial place. I’ll explain:

On the cor­ner of Elm and Park Streets in New Haven, Con­necti­cut there is a large brick build­ing which was at one time a fire­house. After the … Read the rest

What Year 2000 bug?

Been hear­ing all about the Year 2000 bug these days. In a lit­tle over a year civ­i­liza­tion as we know it will col­lapse into utter chaos. Or, depend­ing on who you ask, noth­ing at all will hap­pen and nobody needs to wor­ry about a thing because it’s all tak­en care of. Or any­way, it will be all tak­en care of by the time it mat­ters. It’s the sec­ond group that scares me.

But what is going to hap­pen? I mean, … Read the rest

Smoked by a Packard-Bell!

Last night I ran a POV-Ray bench­mark avail­able at Have­land-Robin­son Asso­ciates’ site think­ing I was all hot stuff after get­ting this 300mHz K‑6 machine. My time was 2 min­utes 58 sec­onds. I went to look at the com­par­i­son to oth­er peo­ples’ results and was imme­di­ate­ly hum­bled by the best time report­ed: 3 sec­onds. Actu­al­ly, I think I can feel pret­ty good about the fact that my machine is only 60 times slow­er than a Cray T3E-… Read the rest

Cigar

Yes, yes, yes… Smok­ing is a ter­ri­ble, dis­gust­ing, stinky habit. I know. As a for­mer pack-a-day Camel smok­er, I’m the last one you need to tell. Yet some­how, I end­ed up in the fol­low­ing picture:

How did this happen?

Well, I don’t rec­om­mend this to oth­er nico­tine addicts, as it is cer­tain­ly «slip­pery ground». I have been known, since quit­ting smok­ing three
years ago to par­take in the occa­sion­al cig­ar dur­ing spe­cial events. In the time since I quit, I’ve
smoked sev­en … Read the rest

Apple’s Bad News and Good News

For back­ground, please read the arti­cle from news.com.

I don’t know why I care much about the fate of Apple, but I’ve been try­ing to fol­low this sto­ry along, and I am hope­ful about Apple’s future. Although I still would­n’t buy a Mac for myself (we’ll see how their NeXT-gen­er­a­tion machines look? I’m keep­ing an Open­Mind on this issue 🙂 ), I think that Apple has been a great pres­ence in this indus­try and that it would be a … Read the rest

Lawrence Singleton

The news can be such a pit of despair.

Last night I heard the head­line on TV, some­thing to the effect of «Con­vict­ed rapist kills Flori­da woman… should he have been walk­ing the streets a free man?» and I pre­pared myself for what I expect­ed to be a typ­i­cal reac­tionary media sto­ry. As many times as we hear reports from the lib­er­al media with their own slant (agreed that the media has a slant… tongue in cheek that it is … Read the rest

Steve’s Red Saturn 1995 – 1995

On Sun­day, Novem­ber 19th 1995 at a few min­utes before 4pm I was dri­ving my girl­friend to the train sta­tion when a 16 year old dri­ver failed to stop for his red light. There was no time what­so­ev­er to react, and his van col­lid­ed with my SC2 at about 35mph. I must have heard a noise or caught some­thing in my periph­er­al vision, because I turned my head in time to see the grill of the … Read the rest